Farewell , my love

There are a lot, lot of things that happened. So..

Firstly,

While I writing this post, I am listening to 2NE1's songs. Well, it's such a heartbreaking for me as a Blackjack. 2NE1 was the first girl group that I stan back in 2009 when I first fall into this kpop world trap. They're so different from other girl groups that debuted with cute girly concept which I don't really like (well I'm not that girly girl, hah ) . And I followed their every 2NE1's TV season 1,2 and 3 episodes without a miss, Bom's Roommates season 1 and Dara's We Broke Up. Last year MAMA was the best ever , just because of their sudden appearance! Seriously, I nearly crying in front of the laptop screen ! Believe it or not, I felt like hugging Bom after a long time of her hiatus from the scandal. I've never defend a kpop idol so hard as I did to Park Bom regarding of her drugs scandal. and I did put a little hope to see 2NE1's comeback after the sudden appearance at MAMA. Little did I know, Minji left 2NE1 afterwards and that was their last performance as four in group . YG did state that they will continue as trio but later on, they're disbanded. I don't want to curse to YG , but I did expect that kind of news because I don't really seems such a comeback after Minji left. 

Reading Dara's letter and Bom's post on twitter is kind of breaking my heart. Bom told that she's preparing for their comeback. It's break my heart. The person who is really expecting for a comeback is Park Bom. Gosh , I miss her! Please comeback , even as a solo artist!

Last but not least, Thank You for the most amazing 2009. The start of every beautiful moments in my life. The first ever girl group that I stan so hard and not they're gone before I could buy their lightstick. I just want to thank for every 2NE1TV's single episodes. Every laugh. Every tears. Every group hugs. Every concerts that I could only watch via YouTube channel. For Sandara's White Range Rover Evoque which I made it into my dream car list. Bom's Poong Family. Chaerin's derpness and Minji's inner fangirl towards Youngbae. Thank You for every single happiness. 

Farewell my love. Saranghae, 2NE1.

Secondly,

KARA was the first group that been disbanded this year ( I guess, correct me if I wrong) . I stan Nicole so hard . However, she was the first one who left KARA along with JiYoung. I watched Idol Golden Bell challenge just because of Nicole back then. I find her cute . Wanna was the first song that caught my ears followed by Mister. I watched Invincible Youth and City Hunter  because of Hara , Nail Shop Paris who Gyuri's starred in it along side with Song Jae Rim (OHMAGAD SONG JAE RIM IS SOOOO ASDFFDJFBDJSFBSBFDJHF, mianei) and the latest after their disbandment, Age of Youth which Seungyeon starred in it. The drama is JJANG . you should watch it. It is about coming of age drama (it's relate to me so much I was crying so hard on its' first episode!that's so embarrassing!). 

When Hara was caught in a dating scandal with B2ST's Junhyung, I was the happiest person on Earth ( I guess) at that time. I wished for them to last longer but.. who knows, they broke up afterwards because of busy schedule. ( I think it's because of the pressure from the fans, it's just my random thought, don't take it to the heart!)

In case you don't know, Young Ji was added to the group after Nicole and JiYoung left. She's so cute ! as cute as dumpling like seriously how can a person be as fluffy like her i want to pinch her cheeks! I did watch Roommate season 2 because of Young Ji. Gosh , I shipped her so hard with Wang Jackson! 

Too bad, they're also disbanded. 

Farewell my love, Wherever you go, I hope for the best.

Third,

Second group that I stan was 4MINUTE. I've been followed them since Hot Issue. Hyuna in Invincible Youth is so, so different with Hyuna on stage, I like her off stage moreeee than anything. She's so cute despite her fierce sexy concept on stage. Sohyun acted in Teentop's MV with LJoe. Gosh , I like her with LJoe. Too bad it was just acting. 

I've listened to every 4MINUTE's songs and Volume Up is my favourite. I was excited when they sang the OST for School 2013, Welcome Back to School.

Truthfully, I didn't expect for their disbandment. I was shock. Like, hey they're just having comeback with Hate, Crazy , how come you disband such group??

Farewell ,my love. I hope for your success in future. Thanks for the happiness that I can't contain with words. Thank you, Gayoon, JiYoon, JiHyun, Sohyun and Hyuna unnies. Thank you so much!

Finally,

I was speechless when Jaekyung upload a handwritten letter , informing their disbandment. I was expecting for their comeback as Jisook resigned her post on Entertainment Weekly chair. Like seriously I didn't expect this news coming. 

No more Woori's rap which I like so much since A. Their song, A, really caught my ears. I expected for them to make it big after A but who can predict the future. However, most of their songs suit my music taste. Sweet Dreams is JJang!

I am glad to see them feature in Jaekyung'tv whenever she went travel . I love their friendship.

Thanks for the joy, thanks for everything, Jaekyung, Woori, Seungah, Noeul, Yoonhye ,Jisook and HyunYoung. 

Farewell, my love. 

For accompanying me growing up .For growing old with me. 

Thank you so much. 

A Heartbroken Rainnous

http://www.koreaboo.com/news/rainbow-sends-fans-last-farewell-group/

I'm too sad to write anything.

My POV : Uncontrollably Fond

Anyenghaseyo

Seems it has been ages since I wrote kdrama's review. However, I'm not going to write any review too for this drama. I was too overwhelmed as I had finished watching Uncontrollably Fond today . The OST are also caught my ears . Golden Love by Midnight Youth is suit my music taste these days. Haha usually I preferred a headbanging song but... yeah the song caught my ears. 

If you're still not watching the drama yet, please go and watch it. I promise it's not your typical sappy predictable but most logical kdrama I've ever watch. Congratulations to the writers for this beautiful drama. There are too much emotion and love in these 20 episodes drama. Good Job, KBSWorld!

I'm not saying this because of Kim WooBin. 

There are a lot of great actors and actresses in this drama and everybody nailed their roles so well that I want to give thumbs up to the second lead female actress who able to make me hate her . 

( Usually I was rational in watching drama because it's just a drama..come onnn)

 If you want to watch something different, Uncontrollably Fond is surely a drama that you have to watch.

In life, you will not always get what you want and you wish to have but there's not a thing that came across or passed by in your life that isn't beautiful. Cherish your life while you still can . Live it to the fullest . So you will able to smile when you revisit the pages that you've wrote in your life storybook.

P/S : A Little Braver by New Empire is also a catchy song. 

A Potato story

French fries are also originated from a potato and 3/4 of Earth population loves it. Get my point? Nope ? fineeeee

A friend of mine once told me , " We're 20++ and still a potato (which means , still an ugly person even after we reach our puberty , may be our puberty just don't hit the target, haha) while on the other hands, this girl ( somehow a famous instagrammer) is beautiful even though she's just 19 years old. "

In which I replied to her , " it's just a make up things!" Hey, I'm not jealous because me, myself, also a potato but as for me, it's a mind-set. 

Everyone is different but they're all beautiful. And the most important thing is, a good heart do make a beautiful people.

Cheer up, people. We're all beautiful in our own way.

Your Accent Come From Where

Literally ,I'm dying of laughing.

STORY : #14 Be Real

To be frank, I don't know where to start to write.

I created this blog back in 2012 . The first and ultimate purpose is of course to share anything about kpop, kdramas and everything I like including writing fanfictions. Gosh, I am so, so into Asianfanfiction years ago. Time flies so fast I guess when I am no longer feel excited to read or write any fanfictions. The ideas just , fade .

Whenever new boy groups or girl groups debuted, I barely recognise them nor want to learn about their name. However , being a hardcore YG Stan, I give iKon a chance and learnt about their names and well, they have a good songs though. I am enjoying Winner's Half Moon Friends and even feel so excited about the upcoming BlackPink debut.

May be just because the newly debuted groups are around my age or even younger , I don't how to react . When I saw the younger boys or girls in the groups , I saw my youngest brother. They should be studying, having fun with friends, enjoying life as a teenager, A normal teenager. Why working so hard, even selling your youth for a not stable job?

I am super, tremendously sad whenever groups that I used to know are disbanding. For older idols, they will be given opportunity to go as solo artist, joining variety shows , acting in dramas and so on, but what will happen to the younger idols who are just debuted for 2 or 3 years, and then they have to disband because the people are no longer want them in the industry. What will happened to their years of training ? How will their parents feel? How about their dreams?

And you will say, that's their dreams, they won't give up. But don't you ever forget, they are also human. Sometimes, they will reach their breaking point where everything when collapsed and don't go according to their wanted way.

I am writing the truth. Read the rappers lyrics . Even BYG talked the struggle in BAP's songs.

I don't want to talk bad about something that I grew up with . I grew up with kpop, kdramas and everything about south korea,

and when the dating news came to the surface. It's break my heart when they have to apologise to the fans and have to date in secret. And the fans take it too seriously even trying to kill themselves and left nasty comments to the idols and become so abusive towards them. If you love the idol, being a real supporter. Be realistic. They won't marry all of you. Someday, they will find some decent girls, get married and have kids. and you, you will also meet you life partner even if he or she is not your favourite idol. I am also sad when my bias was caught into some dating scandal but be real, they are also human .Gosh, I am so happy when Ahn JaeHyun and Ku HyeSun get married! I wish for them to join The Return of Superman when they have a child.

I am thinking about deleting my half written fanfiction. God, what had happened to me?

STORY :#13

I watch The Flower in Prison these days and so , so into Officer Sung Ji Heon . Gosh .

I knew it has been ages since this show was aired , but gosh, he's Choi Tae Joon and also uri Zi-a-co!

p/s : why it is so many lead actors in the drama? Even the second and third lead also good-looking! btw , The Flower in Prison is a 50 episodes drama and my Choi Tae Joon-shi plays as Officer Sung Ji Heon. 

STORY : #12 Fixing Myself

When you try your best but you don't succeed

When you get what you want but not what you need

When you feel so tired but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

When the tears come streaming down your face

Read more: Coldplay - Fix You Lyrics | MetroLyrics 


P/S : started off my 2nd semester already . currently on my last day of my mid semester break and will be heading back to college tomorrow night. huh . such a hectic life . I'm trying to make a time to write a story but still, it's pending. haa, life.

listening to Coldplay's sometimes kind of healing time for me. Salute to such a great band .

BTS (Bangtan Boys) Crow Tit 뱁새 (Color Coded Hangul/Rom/Eng Lyrics)

it's a good song .

Faizal Tahir - Assalamualaikum - #AJL30 (Studio Version)

Pathetically, I am crying for 2nd time.

21 ; 2016

When knowing these idols makes you ancient

BoA and TVXQ.

 or a fossil

Fly to the Sky, Shinhwa, and H.O.T.

haha funny. cr to Allkpop.

Happy New Year anyway. I'm 21st y/o now . Haha .