STORY : #14 Be Real

To be frank, I don't know where to start to write.

I created this blog back in 2012 . The first and ultimate purpose is of course to share anything about kpop, kdramas and everything I like including writing fanfictions. Gosh, I am so, so into Asianfanfiction years ago. Time flies so fast I guess when I am no longer feel excited to read or write any fanfictions. The ideas just , fade .

Whenever new boy groups or girl groups debuted, I barely recognise them nor want to learn about their name. However , being a hardcore YG Stan, I give iKon a chance and learnt about their names and well, they have a good songs though. I am enjoying Winner's Half Moon Friends and even feel so excited about the upcoming BlackPink debut.

May be just because the newly debuted groups are around my age or even younger , I don't how to react . When I saw the younger boys or girls in the groups , I saw my youngest brother. They should be studying, having fun with friends, enjoying life as a teenager, A normal teenager. Why working so hard, even selling your youth for a not stable job?

I am super, tremendously sad whenever groups that I used to know are disbanding. For older idols, they will be given opportunity to go as solo artist, joining variety shows , acting in dramas and so on, but what will happen to the younger idols who are just debuted for 2 or 3 years, and then they have to disband because the people are no longer want them in the industry. What will happened to their years of training ? How will their parents feel? How about their dreams?

And you will say, that's their dreams, they won't give up. But don't you ever forget, they are also human. Sometimes, they will reach their breaking point where everything when collapsed and don't go according to their wanted way.

I am writing the truth. Read the rappers lyrics . Even BYG talked the struggle in BAP's songs.

I don't want to talk bad about something that I grew up with . I grew up with kpop, kdramas and everything about south korea,

and when the dating news came to the surface. It's break my heart when they have to apologise to the fans and have to date in secret. And the fans take it too seriously even trying to kill themselves and left nasty comments to the idols and become so abusive towards them. If you love the idol, being a real supporter. Be realistic. They won't marry all of you. Someday, they will find some decent girls, get married and have kids. and you, you will also meet you life partner even if he or she is not your favourite idol. I am also sad when my bias was caught into some dating scandal but be real, they are also human .Gosh, I am so happy when Ahn JaeHyun and Ku HyeSun get married! I wish for them to join The Return of Superman when they have a child.

I am thinking about deleting my half written fanfiction. God, what had happened to me?